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In 2009 God showed me my promise and then He took it away because I was not equipped. He broke me down completely so that all I had was the matchless name of Jesus. I am a new creature. Fearfully made, bold, unafraid, supernaturally me and perfect in my imperfection....poised for the battle...and my God is a god of restoration...amen!

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The Fear of God is the Beginning of Knowledge

There is no such thing as coincidence. If you are reading this right now you are exactly where God wants you to be. In the year 2009, the devil tried to kill me. He may be after you now, which is why you are here...for hope.

Late 2008, I was in the "honeymoon phase" of a beautiful relationship. We'd recently moved in together and started a new entertainment company. I felt like I was right on the cusp of everything I'd ever wanted. There were a few other moments in my life when I felt like all things were coming together, only to have things get sidetracked or all-out bomb! Successes and failures, peaks and valleys, but I felt like this time was differen. I had a beautiful mate, both inside and out, a great paying job, new company...Life was good. Bliss.

In the blink of an eye, everything.was.gone. One unfortunate event after another started stripping things away. Job, gone. Car, gone. Relationship, over. I'm talking within the span of a couple months. I had a nervous breakdown. I could not grasp how my life had fallen apart. And right before the eyes of all of my "family" and "friends" while, in my opinion, they'd stood idly by and watched my life fall to ruin. "What did I deserve this?"...I wondered why my phone calls weren't being returned...why there was no calvary riding in to help me. I found myself alone and with nothing. That was only the beginning...

God will strip everything away until you hear him. Until you have no choice but to call on His son, Jesus. He whispers to you for quite sometime. I'm sure if you think back, you can remember times when God was reaching out to you. He beacons you to love Him like He loves you...until your time begins to tick down. The devil also knows who you are and what an important role you will play, so God's calling you while the devil is trying to recruit you. It's an all-out war for your soul right now. Everyday you wake and put your feet on the ground you're playing for one side or the other. Even before your mother's womb, you had a purpose. Your destiny is directly tied to events that God needs to unfold in order to bring His will to pass. And you will be obedient or you will suffer the consequences. Period. You will suffer, not because God is vindictive...God is Love. You will suffer because you are out of His will.

I've had some time since Jesus saved Me to process things. I've gone through so much, with SUCH a way to go. I've decided to start this blog to help others who are newly-saved. I sometimes feel like noone understands me...and I know there are others who feel the same. My prayer is that the Holy Spirit that resides in me, and led you here, gives me the words to comfort you. DON'T GIVE UP!!!

First thing's first. The only way to the Father is through the Son. You must believe that Jesus is Lord and the son of God...that He came and gave His life for our iniquities...that He overcame sin and death and now sits at the right hand of our Father. Confess what you believe with your mouth. Ask Jesus to come into your heart. Thank God for sending His Word in Jesus and ask him to bless you with the wisdom, knowledge and understanding of your purpose in the Kingdom of God.

Praise God for your salvation. This is only the beginning. God LOVES You and wants to show you marvelous things! I.AM.A.WITNESS. He's going to turn it all around and the best days of your life are ahead of you.

I'm here for you, with you...God bless!!